Scorpio Full Moon Eclipse 2023 | Emotional Release 🌊

This Full Moon Eclipse in Scorpio is an opportunity for you to release the months and years of pent-up emotions that have culminated in your body. Your body can only take up so much pain until you pour over and scream in anguish. 

Eclipses are generally seen as malefic times, but this doesn't mean they're always malefic- you have to analyze the transits in your personal chart (or you can book an astrology reading with me here). ✨ 

The first Scorpio Eclipse was May 15th, 2022 and the second was Oct 25th, 2022. This Eclipse is the third and final Scorpio eclipse, wrapping up its final emotionally charged lessons and themes. 🌊

Now, the thing about Scorpio energy is that it's fixed water and this Scorpio Full Moon is ruled by Mars in Cancer. This could lead to some uncomfortable negative emotions bubbling up, specifically ones from your past. 💭

This may also manifest as other people around you reacting to you or misunderstanding you. Everyone feels this emotionally intense energy, which may lead to you or someone triggering deeply woven wounds. 💔

If we allow this to naturally unfold, this may actually be an opportunity for intimacy, closeness, or boundary-setting.

During this time, you or others around you will be faced with uncomfortable emotional triggers. Things you've been bottling up for years will boil up until you release them. This can be expressed through a crying spell, or throwing a rage fit. 

I cried to my dad on the phone today about how traumatic the past 2 years have been for me.  I trusted the wrong people and it led to a series of chaotic, traumatic events. ⛈

#1) In 2021, I moved in with an ex-friend and was cursed by her into traumatic events. Before this, she had bragged to me and laughed about cursing her ex, which I should have identified as a red flag, but overlooked it. 🚩

One day, we had an argument about our cats not getting along, and she decided to curse me. This led to me being set up during my pet-sitting gig with a strange woman's cat and almost getting kidnapped at the woman's house. In the middle of the first night at this stranger's house, a man broke in, and only when he heard my boyfriend's voice did he run away. If I had pet sat alone, I would probably be gone (no more Angeli). I refused to go back to that house and filed a police report. 👮‍♀️

The woman got defensive about the police report demanding I tell her every detail beforehand (a very odd reaction), accused me of being a “thief”, and lied to Rover, which ended up making me lose my pet-sitting account. When I confronted my roommate, she smiled slyly and said “Oh yeah?”. I mean.. wtf. So I moved out and cut her off, then I found my peace and abundance again. I was again reminded about how trusting these two awful people led to traumatic experiences.

#2) In 2022, the same lesson repeated and I trusted the wrong spiritual mentor who also ended up cursing me into a series of traumatic events. I had her do a hypnosis session on me and during this session, my womb was burning. I felt like I was on fire with this stinging pain and she didn't stop our session. 🚩

Shortly after our hypnosis together, I had the deepest and darkest depression of my life and my finances were plummeting like never before. When I confronted her about my experiences, the negative events started. I ended up with people trespassing onto my porch, dealing with constant psychic attacks, getting into a near-fatal car wreck, my family getting covid for the first time ever, and someone breaking into my house. For the 1262378th time, I was reminded of how I was way too trusting and it led to many tower moments. (thanks Pisces South Node!). 

Never in my life has terrible events like these manifested all at once, until I dealt with these emotionally & spiritually abusive women. I would also like to note that all of these women had high levels of neuroticism, so you know who to avoid… 🚫

I felt like I was being bombarded with one terrible experience after another, but I finally understood the major lesson- trusting the wrong people will completely destroy your life. I am choosing to never repeat these story arcs again by being extremely careful of who I trust. 🙅🏻‍♀️

With Mars in Cancer, these emotionally intense themes may involve your own family or the personal issues you've had with them. Perhaps you feel the need to express something to your family like me, bring up something that's been hurting you if you feel safe to do so, or set the boundary to distance yourself from them.

It is wise to engage in somatic emotional release during this time. Focus on moving your body, like dancing or yoga, to release the pain. Your vessel needs this movement so that you can release this tension.

Ecstatic dancing, movement meditation, yoga, or getting a massage can be an emotionally liberating way of releasing built-up pain woven deep into your muscles. 🧘🏻‍♀️

Your body always remembers the pain you've gone through, even if you try to forget, which is why somatic release is empowering.

Here are some journaling prompts to reflect on some themes this Scorpio Full Moon is bringing up ✍️

✨ What emotions or experiences have you been bottling up inside of you?

💫 How can you acknowledge and give space for these emotions to breathe? (Give them life!)

🌙 How can you work through these pent-up emotions?

You don't have to do this alone. Find someone you can trust, your safe person, this can be a friend, partner, or family member. I'm inviting you to share your experiences with them and allow your voice to be HEARD!! 🗣

I love you and I know you need to deeply express whatever this is. You don't always have to be strong and resilient, allow yourself to be open and vulnerable to the right person. 💖